Thursday, August 28, 2014

Three years later...

Today my family and I celebrate my dad's 3rd stent-a-versary. It was technically August 14th but its never too late to celebrate! I feel the need to share, partly to reflect on that day but also in hopes to promote awareness and share God's power.
 
August 14, 2011:

I was awoken by news that my dad was at the emergency room and was fighting for his life while waiting to be airlifted to Lubbock.  I remember thinking it was dream, because my dad and I had stayed up till almost 1am the night before talking, watching TV and joking.  I remember thinking :"What could possibly have happened between then and now?" Then I was informed he had suffered several severe heart attacks.  Again, I questioned if this was real...he seemed to be fine other than a sore shoulder muscle from work.  Unfortunately, it was reality.  I got Zach up and we were waiting for mom to pull up to the house so we could all ride to Lubbock together.  As I was getting in the car AeroCare flew above our house.  My heart sank, my dad was on board.  Zach tapped me on the shoulder and whispered "Dad will be okay he is flying up by God".  My brother is pretty awesome, in stressful times he always manages to see good in the situation and comfort others.  I nodded and then we began our journey to Lubbock.

As we pulled up to the hospital I realized I was afraid to ask what room my dad was in.  I was afraid the answer may be "he never made it" or "we have no patient by that name", but I found the courage that only God can give and asked.  "Room 855" the sweet lady responded.  As I made my way to his room I mentally prepared myself to see a man covered in wires and machines that was unresponsive.  I was surprised to find my dad sitting up in bed, watching TV with a few wires and machines attached.  I was much more surprised to see him laughing and joking. 

The doctor came in and examined him and informed us the tests had indicated he was doing good and that they would check for further or partial blockages the next day.  He explained that the amount of blood thinners he had taken would almost certainly cause him to bleed out if he were to preform surgery now.  We all agreed that waiting as long a possible was the best option, and the doctor left.  The nurse came in to check in and get vitals.  My dad got really quiet and as she was finishing up he sat straight up holding his shoulder.  It was evident something was not right.  Then the machines began beeping simultaneously and before I knew it I was pushed into the hall and 10-12 nurses were in his room accompanied by the doctor.  The vision I had earlier of the numerous wires and barely responsive dad was unfolding before my eyes.  I heard so many codes and numbers shouted followed by "CALL OR NOW TELL THEM WE ARE COMING IN NOW" and with that the nurses sprinted to the OR.  I caught up with my dad right before the OR doors shut.  I found courage again, and said "I need you! Your grandson needs you! He nodded and semi did a thumbs up.  I shouted " I LOVE YOU" and he still nodded The doors slammed shut behind them.

Then came the wait.  It was the longest time of my life.  Minutes seemed to creep by. I kept thinking about the doctor saying he would almost certainly bleed out. The doctor came out and said "Mccartie Family" my heart sank again.  The doctor informed us my dad was doing ok and that he had a 100 percent blockage that they resolved by inserting a stent. He looked down at the floor for a minute.  What he said next still sends chills down my spine.  He looked back up and said "I don't know if you all believe in God, but there is absolutely no medical reason why Mr. McCartie is still alive.  He should have bled out with the high doses of thinners, but he didn't even need a blood transfusion.  In the medical practice we call the type of heart attack Mr. McCartie had a "widow maker".  Mr. McCartie should have died hours ago, he should have dropped dead according to the severity and blockage.  Mr. McCarties test results should indicate that he has severe heart damage with less than 15 percent of his heart working (insert long pause) but Mr. McCartie has ZERO heart damage." We informed the doctor that we did indeed believe in God and that we had no doubt we had witnessed his power that day.  He agreed and said he would see us later in the evening. 

As we sat in the hospital we had nothing do but reflect and praise God. So we did.  Slowly the pieces began to fit together.  While dad thought he had pulled a muscle in his shoulder, it was actually a warning side that his heart was in trouble.  We all knew shoulder pain was a sign, but somehow still wrote it off as something small.  It is crucial that everyone become familiar with the warning signs so that you can get the proper care immediately.  Dad has experienced the shoulder pain for almost three days! For almost three days his body was trying to say HELP!  To learn the warning signs of heart attacks consult with your doctor and/or go to http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/heart-attack/in-depth/heart-attack-symptoms/art-20047744 

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

5 things I didn't expect in Law School



I'm only a week in, I know, but there are several things I truly didn't expect. I thought I would list them out so one day when I'm a lawyer, I can look back and reflect. But also to share for the sake of sharing and for those who are plan to one day go to law school. 

So without further adieu...

1. I DID NOT EXPECT TO have two of my four professors spend the majority of the first class having us introduce ourselves to the class.  However, it was great because we obviously got to learn about our peers, realize how
diverse we are, but appreciate that we all have a common goal.  Each professor also told us about him or her and that was helpful too!

2. I DID NOT EXPECT for the 2Ls and 3Ls to be so helpful and encouraging.  To be honest I went in with the assumption that the 2Ls and 3Ls would be busy with their courses, not pay attention to us, much less make us feel welcome.  However, EVERYONE is super helpful and EVERYONE wants us to succeed! I am sure this phenomena doesn't happen at every school though. I am sure some 2Ls and 3Ls have the "eww 1Ls" or "I'm better than you" attitude.  Luckily, at Tech Law that is not the case! Everyone from the professors, deans, faculty, staff (basically anyone that is in the building) wants us to succeed and is willing to help  us! 

3.  I DID NOT EXPECT fellow section mates to be so nice. I assumed that since we are competing for a grade on a curve, that the students would be judgmental and self focused, however I have an awesome section. It seems that we operate under this ... Cue the music... 
"We're all in this together" idea which is great. Obviously as time continues we will still be striving for the best grades but I think the friendliness and respect will continue! 

4. I DID NOT EXPECT references to  Mikey Mouse and Donald Duck to be contained in any of my law books. 

5. I DID NOT EXPECT to get sick during my first week. Note to self : stressful times = weakend immune system...take care of yourself by eating right, exersizing, etc! 

Thanks again to everyone who has wished me well and prayed with me! I am truly blessed to be surrounded by people like you all. 




Saturday, August 9, 2014

My Prayer For Law School

Tuesday I embark on a new journey. A chaotic, stressful, challenging one. I become a law student. I would be lying if I said I was not worried, nervous, and fearful. During times like this where anxiety sets in my instincts lead me to talk to God, to pray, to cast my worries on him. And I have been in prayer for a while, and I have decided to pray the prayer below starting on Tuesday until law school is over.  Also, many of you have asked what you can pray for specifically or what you can do to help. The answer is pray for me :)  Below you who have asked what specifically to pray for will see I am asking for courage and peace. I'll keep y'all updated throughout my journey. Thank you all for praying with me and for me. May God bless you all. 

FATHER, 
I come before you knowing full and well that I am in the middle of your plan for my life. Yet my nerves are running rampant, fear of failure is present, and worries flood my mind.  Yet through all of these emotions I am choosing to hold on to your promises. Trusting that you will provide for me, that you will strengthen me, give me boldness, and pick me up when I fall. As I enter into this new journey, I ask that you enable me to touch others, be a light into my peers and proffesors, always reflecting your love, grace and mercies. Thank you for giving me such a wonderful support system, for placing positive people in my life, and for placing who believe in me, even when statistics say I, a young mother shouldn't be in law school, much less graduated with a bachelors. Thank you for guiding me through to this point, for turning my TEST into a TESTimony , and thanks in advance for helping and guiding me through this new endeavor; law school. For all things are possible through you and all things work together for those who love you. 

Amen